What makes men cheat on their other half? Is it the thrill? Being able to fulfill a fantasy? I believe it's knowing they still can. What makes a woman cheat? I was jelous, I felt wanted, perhaps even needed, even though looking back it could have been any woman. I justified it by belittling his girlfriend, it was her fault, and his fault and not one part my own. The deal breaker was that this girlfriend, was once a best friend of mine, we had just grown apart. So is cheating on a friend worse than cheating on a stranger? Absoluetly, I had a duty to her which I not only broke, but stomped into the ground then rubbed in her face.
It must have been painful and humiliating for her, but the worst part is a year later she has moved on, put it behind her, and I still feel guilty, regretful of ruining a solid friendship. More than that while she found her trust in a new boyfriend, I am the one scared of relationships, unable to believe that any man can be faithful.
I guess the thing to understand when your the other woman is, the joke is on you.
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