learn love from books

As you probably well know by now, i am not so great at relationships. That is what lead me to read the book "he's just not that into you" and lets be honest that book is complete brilliance, what brutality, straight talking and the cold hard truth, even if it dampens your take on romance, and leaves you with crossed legs for a couple of years, it can be totally worth it. I am not a girly girl but even i admit to fantasizing about the times of courtship and chase you only read about in historical books.

After reading this book i forced myself to realize like a slap in the face, the men i was currently pursuing, just weren't interested in me for whatever reason. And even worse, i knew the heartbreaking feeling, yet i persisted to lead on my newest toy boy, because at the end of the day, you know its wrong, you know the chase will end in tears but you do it to feel. Whatever the feeling, be it anger, humiliation, hurt, guilt or devastation, sometimes getting your heart broken lets you feel something where you would otherwise be empty. Also lets face it, how can we learn from our mistakes if we refuse to make them in the first place..?